I know that i have been wanting to lose weight and i have slowly started my journey. Ive had some pretty recent speed bumps (ear ruptured, my kids surgery and complications, and trouble in my relationship). Its been hard and i have questioned my self worth and body image when suddenly i realized that i hate myself. Now when i say i hate myself i dont just mean my overweight body but my attitude toward my life. I came to the conclusion that i need yo start loving myself now in my present skin and weight. I need to do everything possible to love myself for me before i attempt to better myself because otherwise ill always be in a battle to change my image because i will never be truly content with myself.
Now mind you this does not mean im going to stop exercising or eating healthy. It just means im going to take time to appreciate the body im in now because i am not going to change overnight. I want to have high self esteem i want to feel beautiful on the inside on my way to looking beautiful on the outside.
Im sorry if i dont make any sense!☺ Its all to clear to me 😜
Friday, June 27, 2014
Loving my body
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Getting fit with a Personal Trainer
I am excited to start working out with a personal trainer. I just feel like its the right time for this. And let me tell ya she is great. She motivates me and makes me feel important and also helps me out with meal planning.
I start tomorrow at 7am but i think she wants me to get there much sooner so i am going to say 5am.....i know my body is already craving the sleep i will be missing out on but i wanna look good. I wanna feel good about myself, confident in my own skin.
My goal is that one year from now i can be someone elses motivation to choose a healthier lifestyle and people will come to me with advice.
I will be posting daily on the workouts i do with my personal trainer and the workouts at fitcamp.
Wish me luck
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